part of me wants to just ignore it, forget it, because it's so awful.. but I can't. It's there, it happened and I feel like I can see the explosion and the building collapse before my eyes.. imagining what it was like for the people dying. A complete act of hate and all I can do is pray, but it doesn't seem like it's enough. I keep going about my day and it will start to feel normal and then I remember, it won't ever be normal again. Once you feel something it's there forever, you can push it away and try to forget it, but it doesn't make it go away.. you felt it, now you know.

This will never go away. Remember it.